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Soul lost in transition between different lifestyles
Confusedboi
23
UWA
likes cars, games, movies, music, chilling with friends
hates doing work, realities of life as you get older

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    home sweet home
    Friday, November 24, 2006
    okay finally back home after a long week
    barely hours ago finished a 3 day outfield ex
    shag is an understatement
    i lack sleep severly and its only a matter of time before my eyes shut themselves
    ani waes

    i discovered some worse enemies than mozzies in the field
    yeah mozzies buzz around ur ears every couple of mins disrupting ur attempts to catch some sleep in ur shellscrape
    that for my case is often situated near ants nest ..........
    those ants love to crawl into ur slacks and bite ur torso
    ouch
    yeah but the absolute worse thing i encountered
    is the darn sandflies
    me and my buddy were clearing a vechicle lane
    and knn every constant sec got sandflies or whatever shit flying around ur head
    landing at ur ears
    irritatint the FARKING hell out of you
    no kidding
    had to endure this shit for i dunno how mani minutes
    one hand proding the other hand whacking my helmet and ears left right centre
    KNN those pesky insects
    can burn in hell for all i care
    if only i can bring some insectide and light up those sprays
    hehe portable flame thrower to erradicate those darned bugs

    and getting a groin abbrasion isnt something u want....
    watch how u walk
    sianz.........and the weather wasnt cooperative at all
    rained everydarn day
    everywhere wet and soggy
    u feel cold and muddy
    irritated,sianz,low morale u get the picture

    outfield sux big time
    i rather stay in camp and listen to lecutures or just clean arms in my bunk

    whoppe it s the weekend
    and it will the last full weekend i have for the next few weeks
    some sundays and saturdays will be burnt
    thanks to those big shots and their planning
    ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGhhhhhhh

    i luv my bed
    my home
    family
    frens
    aircon
    being away from the mozzies
    basically out of SAF camp/property


    11:08:00 PM


    last kiss goodnight
    Saturday, November 18, 2006
    neck and kneecaps are aching badly

    finally ICCT is over
    no more doing break falls and lockups
    last long weekend for a long while

    ex cub coming up next week
    utter sianess
    have to go digging again and get down and dirty outfield once again

    been trying to ask pple out to have a meal or watch a movie
    not beri succesfful
    everyone has their plans

    well i dont really have one
    im just drifting through time
    for now
    this entire duration seems more like drudgery

    when u have free time u dont know what to do with it
    when u are busy u crave for free time
    how ironic

    in ani case being at home sure beats being in camp
    and my throat still hasnt cleared fully
    despite eating medicine for nearly 2 weeks
    darn it
    always lacking sleep in camp

    sleeping in on weekends

    routine


    12:50:00 AM



    Monday, November 13, 2006
    bah i dont know how to post videos here taken from youtube
    knn wasted my time

    company leave tml
    technically today
    bookin at 2130

    good times pass too damn fast

    sometimes i wonder
    what for endure all the training
    in the end u only end up exhausted at the end of the week

    bah




    i hope to get an evo before turning 30
    an STI/ dc5/ civic/ second hand R34/S15 all viable choices
    most likely will start with the civic
    the turbo monsters have to wait
    cant handle the car nor the power when u just got ur licence
    tax costs? insurance? probably will be higher

    now time to sleep
    another day beckons


    1:47:00 AM





    1:07:00 AM


    conflicts conflicts everywhere
    Saturday, November 11, 2006
    another week has passed
    theres a lot that has happened.....
    conflict here and there
    its inevitable
    tempers flare easily when everyones confined in a tightly supervised environment
    pple can flare up over trivial thing
    theres a saying
    the pen is mightier than the sword
    in this case
    ur mouth or ur speech

    gosh.......
    for the past couple of weeks some conflicts have arisen
    some guys cant get along with each other
    one spark can lead to a huge arguement
    and possibly full fledged fist action
    but luckily that has been avoided
    within my section alone got some very hot tempered people
    makes it hard to live in peace

    theres a 17 year old whose going to ord next april
    school dropouts
    1 non virgin or so he claims
    smart kids who secure places in uni
    some even in usp program
    one guy whose voice hasnt broke
    sibei garang
    sibei slack
    sibei sianz ( cough cough)


    one big mixed bunch of mono intake plus tekong guys( roughly 60% ) make up platoon 9
    we're not that close yet compared to 7 and 8 which is mostly mono guys only

    aniway my point is........
    i just dont really feel particularily close to anione
    im like okay with everyone
    but havent really found close buddies yet?
    or is it just my character

    the sgts have noticed it
    even my pc....
    why....

    nvm
    another thing
    conflict between sgts and men
    men want welfare
    sgts want to ensure discipline
    the two dont mix

    "must there always be punishment to ensure discipline"
    i quote one of my sgts who believes in another approach rather than whacking stright away?


    aniways
    the weekend is here
    theres a car motorshow at suntec
    anione want to check it out?

    all ff fans should be working on ff12 now i gather
    i need to make up for lost time too


    12:39:00 AM


    lethargic
    Saturday, November 04, 2006
    hai

    the past 2 weeks

    feeling darn week and tired

    outfield ex on monday and tuesday
    freaking tired
    shellscrapes
    always lead to aches and blisters
    bah

    due to lack of sleep and weakened immune system
    throat now feeling sore
    ugh

    okay yest and today was units 38 anniversary celebrations
    today morning was at kallang
    most pple just waiting for the lucky draw

    so i bought ff12
    just started on it
    feels different from previous final fantasies
    this time
    it will take me a darn long time before i finish the game

    like sometime next year perhaps
    cough cough weekdays are not available

    the last game kingdom hearts 2 which i got back in april
    isnt even finished yet

    before i popped the ff12 disc into my ps2
    it was gathering dust for like close to 2 months plus
    its like u are interested in the game for a couple of weeks
    and the enthusisasm for playing it fizzles out

    its the Time gap between each playing session that matters i suppose
    back in the good oll cv days
    each day can play

    now not so

    off to bed


    12:40:00 AM